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kisah hati..

2011-07-28T00:29:00.000+08:00

selalu lagu Kisah Hati nyanyian Alyah ni berkumandang di corong2 radio mahupon tv.sekali dengar terus mengingatkn aku pada sesorg yg pernah mengetuk pintu hati ku ini...malahan pernah singgah seketika di kamar hatiku namun apakn daya,takdir menentukan segalanya..

"Hatiku hatimu
Menjadi satu cinta
Ku rasa hadirmu menyempurnakan aku
Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin kita bersama
Nanti di atas sana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir
Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin kita bersama
Nanti di atas sana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini

Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Ishtar Alabina-Last Kiss (With Lyrics)

2011-01-04T23:48:00.001+08:00

faithfully...really like this song..tetiba terjmpa di utube td,trus nk layan je smpi nk tidoq..^^..

isu lambat kahwin

2011-01-04T12:59:00.003+08:00

Isu menarik lagi tertarik dgn tajuk Wanita Hari Ini di tv3="lambat kahwin"

di cni ingin memetik petikan artikel dari saudara penulis Pensyarah Maktab Pergurauan Temenggong Ibrahim, Johor Baru

Sekiranya usaha telah dijalankan, namun seseorang wanita itu belum juga menemui jodohnya, maka anggaplah itu ujian di sisi Allah. Ini kerana sama ada berkahwin atau tidak, tugas utama wanita untuk menjadi hamba yang tunduk dan patuh kepada-Nya.

Kehidupan sebagai seorang wanita yang beriman perlu diteruskan.

Perkara berikut boleh dijadikan renungan.

a) Jodoh pertemuan, rezeki dan ajal ditentukan Allah. Tiada siapa pun dibenar mencampuri urusan-Nya.

b) Jodoh pertemuan juga tiada kaitan dengan rupa paras fizikal seseorang kerana pengalaman membuktikan tidak semua yang menemui jodoh itu daripada mereka yang mempunyai rupa paras menawan.

c) Bukan semua masalah boleh diselesaikan hanya dengan berkahwin kerana bukan semua perkahwinan itu baik dan bukan semuanya buruk.

Perkahwinan adalah suatu ujian Allah untuk melihat siapa yang berjaya dalam ujian itu dan siapa pula yang gagal, siapa yang sanggup menjalani tanggungjawab sebagai ibu dan bapa dan siapa pula sebaliknya.

d) Penuhkan masa lapang dengan kegiatan kemasyarakatan dan sosial yang membawa manfaat kepada diri, masyarakat, agama, bangsa dan negara.

e) Tidak terburu-buru mendapatkan suami, bertenang dan sentiasa memanjatkan doa kepada Allah supaya menganugerahkan yang terbaik di sisi-Nya.

f) Dalam hal ini Hafsah binti Umar yang lewat mendapat jodoh setelah kematian suaminya sering mengucapkan doa: “Ya Allah aku berserah kepadamu di atas musibah yang menimpaku dan kurniakanlah kepadaku sesuatu yang lebih baik.” Akhirnya Rasulullah saw sendiri datang bertanya untuk mengahwininya.

g) Bersuami ada baik dan buruknya. Demikian juga membujang sepanjang hayat. Hidup membujang juga kadang-kadang membahagiakan, bahkan hidup berpasangan juga ada yang mendukacitakan.

Tokoh besar Islam seperti Jalal al-Din al-Suyuti Imam al-Nawawi dan Rabiatul Adawiyah tidak memilih perkahwinan sebagai jalan untuk membahagiakan hidup mereka.

Selawat TAFRIJIYAH

2010-09-20T12:56:00.009+08:00

بِسْــــــــــــــــــمِ اﷲِالرَّحْمَنِ اارَّحِيم

trima kasih diucapkan wat kakak Nik Deena Sofiana,krn dia lah yg mengajar utk mengamalkan selawat ini sejak dr awal perkenalan lg..

"Ya Allah! Limpahkanlah rahmat yang sempurna dan berilah kesejahteraan yang sempurna kepada junjungan kita Nabi Muhammad SAW yang menjadi sebab terlepasnya sesuatu yang masih mengalami jalan buntu dan terbukanya kesempitan serta didatanginya semua hajat dan diperoleh semua pemberian serta Husnul Khatimah (sempurna akhir hayatnya) dan diturunkan siraman mendung hujan lantaran keagungan baginda. (Dan limpahkanlah rahmat dan salam) kepada keluarga baginda dan sahabat di dalam setiap kerlipan mata dan nafas dengan bilangan semua yang diketahui oleh-Mu, wahai Zat yang menguasai seluruh alam".

kelebihan yang diberitahu dari para ulama...

Selawat Nariyah disebut juga selawat "Tafrijiyyah" yang ertinya terbuka sehingga menjadi lapang. Selawat ini jika diamalkan dapat menghilangkan kesempitan dengan izin Allah SWT. Bagi seseorang yang menginginkan agar kehidupan sehariannya berjalan lancar, jauh dari gangguan dan persaingan sebaiknyalah ia mengamalkan selawat Nariyah dengan membacanya selepas solat fardhu sebanyak yang ia mampu.

Bagi orang yang menghadapi kesempitan atau kebuntuan dalam menyelesaikan apa-apa masalah baik dalam bidang perdagangan atau di dalam menghadapi orang yang berniat jahat maka selawat ini bolehlah dibaca sehingga 4,444 kali.

Kata Imam Addainuri Rahimahullah sesiapa yang membaca selawat ini setiap selepas solat fardhu sebanyak 11 kali yang dijadikan wirid nescaya tidak putus rezekinya dan ia akan mencapai ke derajat yang tinggi. Kata Al_Qurtubi pula sesiapa yang membaca selawat ini setiap hari sebanyak 44 kali nescaya Allah SWT hilangkan dukacitanya dan diluaskan rezekinya dan dibukakan segala peluang berkebajikan dan dikasihi oleh orang ramai.

1. Menurut Imam Ad-Dainuri, barangsiapa membaca selawat ini 11 KALI setiap hari setiap lepas sembahyang lima waktu, REZEKInya tidak putus-putus dan mendapat kedudukan yang tinggi.

2. Menurut Imam Al-Qurtubi, barangsiapa membaca selawat ini 41 KALI atau 100 KALI, ALLAH akan menghilangkan segala dukacita dan dimudahkan segala urusan kehidupan.

3. Barangsiapa membaca selawat ini 313 KALI setiap hari, nescaya akan terbuka beberapa rahsia ghaib.4. Barangsiapa membaca selawat ini 4444 KALI akan tercapai segala cita-cita dan hajat dunia dan akhirat.

Selawat yang aku amal bertahun-tahun lamanya,ini lah selawat yang banyak melepaskan aku dari segala permasalahan, dengan berkat selawat kepada junjunganku Nabi Muhammad SAW, segala permasalahan aku dalam perubatan, dalam perniagaan dalam kehidupan sentiasa di beri pertolongan Allah...

Selawat ini selain dari nama Tafrijiyah, aku sendiri memanggilnya selawat yang melepaskan segala permasalahan, tak kira apabila kita sakit, disihir, masalah perniagaan, inginkan pelaris dan bergantung pada niat kita..

sesuai dengan kelebihan berSelawat

1. Sabda Rasullah SAW: Barangsiapa yang berselawat ke atasku sekali, nescaya Allah akan turunkan rahmat ke atasnya 10 kali ganda – (Hadis Riwayat Muslim.)

2. Allah akan hapuskan dosa-dosa kecil dengan kita mengamalkan berselawat sebanyak 11 kali setiap kali selesai menunaikan solat fardu.

3. Jodoh ditentukan oleh Allah. Amalkan selawat 100 kali sehari, insyaAllah akan dipermudahkan bertemu jodoh sama ada lelaki @ wanita.

4. Setiap penyakit ada penawarnya. Bacalah selawat 7 kali pada air dan minum. Insya Allah, perut yang sakit atau memulas akan sembuh.

5. Sesiapa yang amal membaca selawat 3 kali setiap selepas solat 5 waktu akan dihilangkan kebuntuan fikiran dalam menghadapi apa jua masalah.

6. Amalkan membaca selawat sebanyak 1000 kali sehari, insya Allah akan dikurniakan kebijaksanaan pemikiran. Di samping itu berusahalah untuk menerokai pelbagai ilmu.

7. Sesiapa yang mengamalkan berselawat 11 kali setiap hari, dengan izin Allah dirinya akan lebih dihormati dan dihargai oleh orang lain.

8. Menurut Sayyid Ahmad Dahlan, sesiapa yang berselawat walau sekali pada malam Jumaat, saat mautnya kelak akan dipermudahkan Allah seperti yang dihadapi oleh para nabi.

9. Sesiapa yang berselawat 41 kali sehari, Insya Allah akan dihindarkan daripada sifat tercela seperti hasad dengki dan sebagainya dalam dirinya.

10. Sesiapa yang amalkan berselawat 1000 kali pada malam Jumaat, insya-Allah akan beroleh kebahagiaan sama ada di dunia mahu pun di akhirat.

11. Amalkan selawat 11 kali tiap kali selesai solat fardu kerana Allah akan mengindahkan akhlaknya menjadi lebih disenangi di kalangan orang lain.

12. Berselawat 33 kali sehari dapat menjernihkan hati, mudah memahami akan sesuatu ilmu yang diajarkan, di samping beroleh ketenangan fikiran.

13. Sesiapa yang berselawat tak kiralah banyak mana hitungannya setiap hari akan dapat keberkatan dalam apa jua dengan syarat ia berusaha mencari keredhaan-Nya.

14. Amalan berselawat sebanyak yang mungkin setiap hari menjamin keselamatan hidup dan pertolongan Allah, lebih-lebih lagi pada saat kita menghadapi kesukaran hidup.

15. Menurut Syibab Ahmad, sesiapa berselawat 3 kali setiap selesai solat Subuh, Maghrib & Isyak, Allah akan menghindarkannya daripada sebarang bencana.

16. Sesiapa yang amalkan berselawat sebanyak 1000 kali setiap hari, Allah akan memeliharanya daripada sebarang ancaman musuh serta bahaya fitnah.

17. Amalan berselawat secara teratur setiap hari mampu membersihkan kekeruhan jiwa, dipermudahkan Allah akan segala urusan dan mendapat keampunan daripadaNya.

18. Menurut As-Shawi, sesiapa yang membaca selawat secara rutin, akan terpelihara hatinya daripada gangguan serta tipu daya syaitan yang melalaikan.

19. Membaca selawat 10 kali pada setiap waktu pagi dan petang akan memperolehi keredhaan serta dijauhkan diri daripada mendapat kemurkaan Allah.

20. Sesiapa yang membaca selawat sebanyak 7 kali selama 7 Jumaat berturut-turut, ia bakal mendapat syafaat (pertolongan) daripada baginda SAW.

21. Menurut Al-Hafiz Dimyati, sesiapa yang berhajat menemui Nabi SAW dalam mimpinya maka amalkan membaca selawat sebanyak 70 kali sehari.

22. Ada riwayat yang menyatakan bahawa amalan berselawat 80 kali tiap selepas solat Asar pada hari Jumaat, insya-Allah akan dihapuskan dosa-dosa kecil seseorang.

23. Sesiapa yang sering mengamalkan berselawat pada setiap hari, Allah akan bukakan pintu rahmat dan rezeki yang tidak disangka-sangka baginya.

24. Jiwa yang resah gelisah dapat ditenangkan dengan zikir, termasuklah berselawat sekerap yang mungkin kerana Allah itu Maha Luas rahmat-Nya.

25. Ulamak berpendapat, sesiapa yang mengamalkan selawat saban hari tak kira berapa hitungannya, insya-Allah dihindarkan daripada taun dan wabak penyakit berbahaya yang lain.

26. Membaca selawat 1000 kali selepas solat hajat 2 rakaat mampu menghilangkan keresahan, rasa dukacita serta dikabulkan Allah akan hajatnya.

27. Menurut para ulama, sesiapa yang inginkan saat kematiannya dalam kesudahan yang baik, maka berselawatlah sebanyak 10 kali setiap selesai solat Maghrib.

28. Para Ulamak berpendapat, Allah akan sempurnakan hajat yang baik dengan sentiasa berselawat 40 hingga 100 kali setiap hari, diikuti dengan usaha yang berterusan.

29. Sabda Nabi SAW: Barangsiapa yang berselawat kepadaku sebanyak 100 kali pada hari Jumaat, maka ia akan datang pada hari kiamat dengan keadaan bercahaya – Hadis Riwayat Abu Naim.

30. Sabda Nabii SAW: Barangsiapa berselawat kepadaku 10 kali pada waktu pagi dan 10 kali pada waktu petang tiap hari, ia akan beroleh syaafaatku pada hari kiamat – Hadis Riwayat Thabrani

perginya x kembali

2010-07-18T21:00:00.007+08:00

Friday July 16, 2010

Lawyer dies after car plunges into sea

GEORGE TOWN: A lawyer was killed after his car skidded off a sharp bend along Jalan Teluk Tempoyak in Batu Maung and plunged about 20m into the sea.

Anuar Saliaman, 37, was returning to his firm at Taman Sri Tunas in Bayan Baru when he realised he had left his phone and wallet at his mother’s home in Teluk Tempoyak.

It is believed that he was making a U-turn when the car skidded in the 4pm incident yesterday.

Deadly crash: Several passersby watching the roof of the sunken BMW after it crashed into the sea at Teluk Tempoyak in Batu Maung, Pulau Pinang. — Bernama

Although other passers-by managed to pull him out of the car later, he was already dead.

Anuar, who just got married about 18 months ago, left behind a wife and a three-month-old baby boy. The body was sent to the Balik Pulau Hospital for a post mortem.

The car was towed to the Patani Road police station.

Balik Pulau traffic chief Chief Insp Mohd Zin Mat Ali said initial investigations showed that there were no brake marks on the road. — Bernama

Pergi Tak Kembali

Setiap insan pasti merasa
Saat perpisahan terakhir
Dunia yang fana akan ditinggalkan
Hanya amalan yang dibawa

Terdengar sayup surah dibaca
Sayunya alunan suara
Cemas di dada...lemah tak bermaya
Terbuka hijab di depan mata

Selamat tinggal pada semua
Berpisahlah kita selamanya
Kita tak sama nasib di sana
Baikkah atau sebaliknya

Amalan dan takwa jadi bekalan
Sejahtera bahagia pulang...ke sana

Sekujur badan berselimut putih
Rebah bersemadi sendiri
Mengharap kasih anak dan isteri
Apa mungkin pahala dikirim

Terbaring sempit seluas pusara
Soal-bicara terus bermula
Sesal dan insaf tak berguna lagi
Hancurlah jasad dimamah bumi

Berpisah sudah segalanya
Yang tinggal hanyalah kenangan
Diiring doa dan air mata
Yang pergi takkan kembali lagi

mak abah..

2010-05-25T18:24:00.003+08:00

sedihnya hatiku tatkala ku pandang bila ku tatap wajah abahku yang kian hari kian dimakan usia.wajah abahku makin cengkung bkn krn sakit tetapi kerana kurus.ak tidak rasa senang hati bila ku lihat wajah abahku kurus bgitu,,ak lebih menyukai wajah abahku yg tembam..huhuh..:'(

abah hanya makan byk bila ak blk umah, tp bila daku tiada d rumah,abah makan ckit sj,kekdg lgsg x mkan nasik sbb bz keja.abah ckp padaku selera mkn dia dh krg skrg..nk jaga kesihatan katanya.setiap mlm sebelom ak masok tito,ak xkn sesekali lupa utk memohon ampun dan maaf dr kedua ibu bapaku dan memberi kucupan sayang buat abah dan mak yg tercinta!!bila ku kucup dahi kedua ibu bapaku,terasa betapa bahagianya aku berada di samping mereka hanya Allah shj yg mengetahui,bila ku kucup tgn kedua ibu bapaku terasa diri ini amat bersalah kpd mereka krn terpaksa berjauhan dr mereka untuk bekerja.Kalo boleh ak ingin sentiasa melihat wajah mereka sebelom pergi kerja dan selepas blk kerja.Hanya suara mereka yg dapat ku dgr hari demi hari,waktu demi waktu..

Masih segar di ingatanku ketika ku masih kecil,menangis,merengek namun ibu bapaku tetap melayanku dengan penuh sabar.Aku dipeluk,didodoi sehingga ku tertidur dan senyap.Aku masih rasa kn kehangatan jari jemari ibuku membelai daku,mengusap dahi dan ubun-ubun ku,mengajar ak utk menjd ank yg solehah.Merotanku tatkala ku melawan ckp,menegur bacaan Quranku,memberi nasihat yg terbaik buatku pabila ku dlm dilema.

Siang mlm mereka menjaga ank kecil ini dgn penuh kasih sayang,berkorban segala2nya demi kebahagiaan ank kecil mereka itu yg kini sudah membesar dgn didikan dan pengorbanan mereka yg x dpt ku balas dgn kata2.Hanya dpt ku iringi dgn doa2 yang sentiasa ku titipkn setiap saat walau di mana ku berada. Hanya dgn kejayaan dalam pelajaran dapat ku berikan kpd mereka pd msa kini,dan ak masih ad matlamat utk kedua ibu bapa ku yang masih belom ku capai.Ku berharap aku masih dipanjangkan umur untuk mencapai matlamat aku itu.Semoga Ya Rabb membantuku dan mempermudahkan segala urusanku di dunia mahupun akhirat.

Hanya kpdMU ya Rabb,

ke menadah tangan ini memohon spenuh hati agar panjangknlh umur kedua ibu bapaku,

kurniaknlh kesihatan yg sempurna kpd kedua ibu bapaku,

berkati dan limpahilah rezeki kpd kedua ibu bapaku,

jauhilah kedua ibu bapaku dan keluargaku dari segala penyakit dan jua segala malapetaka dan bencana,

tiada daya ak melainkn dgn kekuasaanMU ya Rabb,

amin ya rabbal 'alamin

hanya merekalh satu2nya MAK DAN ABAH aku di dalam dunia ini,aku adalah insan yang paling bahagia mempunyai bonda dan jua ayahnda.

p/s: Terima kasih buat bonda dan ayahnda yg teramat kak syg di ats segala pengorbanan dan jasa bonda dan ayahnda di dalam membesar dan mendidik kami adik beradik menjd org yg berguna ats muka bumi ini.

it's about..sigh

2010-04-06T11:29:00.003+08:00

I've told myself,
no ones ever believe what u had try to explain to 'em nor they wanted to,
so i just let it,ppl say let the time decide it..but for me i will not let the time decide it, i will let the time "MEND" it..because ppl will not ever believe even u try harder to convince them no matter how innocent or how bad u r..

Once the truth is finally comes out, the ppl used to keep silence.WHY??N WHY??? because they know their mistakes, their judgement are totally wrong..they used to judge the cover first before they know deeply about the content.. use ur brain for those ppl..the brain is a worth gift from the Al-Mighty, dont ya'll realize it or ya'll nver do..hurmm..dont use ur brain to create a non-benefit thingy n story for ur own sake because sooner or later the story that u has created will "eat" u back slowly n slowly.

do u envy wit me gal?
oh,glad i have ppl who r envy wit me..but which part do u?study?business?? or wateva lol...
here, i want to clarify..no matter what have u done, u just hv to remember there are THE ONE who r watching US.so be nice to urself n pple, lve urself first and dun be a big liar cuz a liar never wins nor they wont quit!

cry by kelly clarkson

2010-03-04T11:30:00.002+08:00

If anyone asks,
Ill tell them we've both just moved on.
When people all stare,
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk.
Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride, and bite my tongue.
Pretend I'm OK with it all,
Act like there's nothing wrong.

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we just grew apart.
(I'll tell them we just grew apart)
What do I care,
If they believe me or not.
(If they believe me or not)
Whenever I feel,
Your memory is breaking my heart.
I'll pretend I'm OK with it all,
Act like there's nothing wrong.

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

I'm Talking in circles.
I'm lying they know it.
Why wont this just stop go away

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry
Cry

Rahmat Ujian drNYA

2009-12-27T16:14:00.002+08:00

Dalam derita ada bahagia
Dalam gembira mungkin terselit duka
Tak siapa tahu
Tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu

Bibir mudah mengucap sabar
Tapi hatilah yang remuk menderita
Insan memandang
Mempunyai berbagai tafsiran

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
Hanya yang terpilih sahaja
Antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi
Segala ujian diberi
Maka bersyukurlah selalu

Mom's call..

2009-10-26T21:36:00.004+08:00

Just now I got a col from my mom told me that my nanny will visit us in Ipoh on this Friday.So I have to go back on this Thursday..Yippieee.. I can go back to my home sweet home.Can't wait to meet my nanny and the others (uncle,auntie,cousin) too.Then will be in KL on Monday.On Wednesday, will go to KL Sentral to buy the ticket back home.

sudden fever

2009-10-25T22:14:00.003+08:00

today, i am not feeling well(a bit fever) maybe cuz ran after mr.Atif.phewwww,it really burns my calories n Sir Atif too.hahah..he's quite ran fast and he's really gud of it.hehehe.then ma sista bought me active 5 n i had swallow 2 tablets n now feel quite better than before.

KLcc Lights

2009-10-25T11:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went to KLCC for photography group activities .We (me, sis Deena and Wiwi) reached at KLCC at 4.30 p.m to meet others member.We were plan to take night photos lights but the weather gv a sign that we should take a break first had drinks n ice cream too while waiting for the raindrops to stop.After had our drinks, then we were heading to the KLCC park for Nights Photos.I just sat at the rest house while looking the others took the photos.

My Bestie wedding day

2009-10-25T10:58:00.013+08:00

Suppose I should post it a few month ago, but seem I hv been busy fbING and accomplish ma asment,I hv been lazy to post any blog.My bestie wedding day is on 23rd May 2009 if am not mistaken,hehehe.I hv been in penang at her house for 2 days because she wanted me to be her brides' maid as we are known each other since we were in the same kindergarten and primary school.Matter of factly, our house is nearer to each other when I was in Penang past few years.Here are those photos that hv been taken by a photographer n friend of mine.

Facebook

2009-09-05T03:32:00.004+08:00

Day by day, time goes by, i haven't realize we r almost at the end of the yr.Soon we'll celebrate AidilFitri eve n now through the fasting month we r sitting for our final exam which have just started on 4th Sept 09 until 11th Sept 09. Can't wait to go back for 2 weeks holiday at my hometown.Really miss all of my family!!n one more thing, i hvn't been blogging for a long time cuz am really busy..(*long sighing*).

Busy of...busy of fbING..hehehe..addicted to play the games especially typing maniac, Mafia wars..huh..talking abt M.W(mafia wars),I won the war bro! you're lost..yeah i knew it, even for the snooker..oops kinda of not to remind u but hv to say it here U r lost too..hehh.I was typing this post at 3.49 a.m, 5th Sept 09 in my room.stil awake doing ma professional dev after slept abt ermm how many hours huh??(o.O)..
Two more days left to study 5 tough subject, phewwwww!!Running out of time..there r more n more n stil...

am gonna be crrazy.!

2009-07-28T22:03:00.002+08:00

wat a bad day today cuz of my business quiz mark.even i've read it, but stil a lot of mistakes..uh fuhh!!then after knew my result after the class, i went to somewhere i belong to release all the pain inside...hate it cuz can't score my aim mark yet..i've to struggle more n more to beat my demon in maself..huhuhu..why??why dyana u r gettin passive and lazy this sem..I hate u dyana, I hate u!!Just becuz of u dyana, i can't get wat i aim to.Wake up dyana,wake up..u r not in honeymoon sem,later on when u married then u can think abt ur honeymoon k...but now think positive that u can do better...*_*

"Matter Of Factly"..

2009-07-22T18:20:00.003+08:00

Today I felt like ma world rolling upside down..everything happened as I don't wish for.All the burden are on me, am the brother, am the sister, am the daughter, am the student and it's make me sick sometimes cuz I can't stand anymore, I felt am too weak at this moment. I dunno what to do, what should or suppose to do cuz I can't think wisely rite now. My instinct said that my life will be end soon...ermmmmmmm...JUST IGNORE IT!!It just to make me confused of myself.The pain was more than I could endure.
Matter of factly, behind my happy life there are a lot of pretty damn things that I wish could be resolve soon.
I just lost my appetite,hmmm..well,it's gud for me actually cuz at least I could reduce my weight.Doesn't have a mood to do my research..owh noo..I just hate this part!!I cant concentrate on my work...I have to go back this Friday, hope the matter will settled down peacefully.Yet, I can't concentrate on my study.Actually,I've been in front of my laptop at 4p.m but nothings I've done.That's why I just blogging..feeling better rite now..hahahha..what a stupid of me!!Nothing will be easy in ur life if u think it's not...

lovely songs & powerful voices

2009-07-18T19:23:00.003+08:00

I just love this songs, totally awesome for me if it's from Celine Dion cuz she's really the best of the best wit the power of voices .

and now I surrender..

++Emy NorLyana++a.k.a++Ma Bestie++

2009-07-06T22:51:00.002+08:00

to know u is one of ma sweetest memory,
our memory am stil remember until ma last breath,
am so happy cuz we met again through fs,
since too many years ago we haven't meet each other n lost for a long time..

U r ma bestie that i"ve ever met in ma life,
we always did things together,
do u stil remember when we're in primary school,
have a crush on sumone..heeeeeee...

i really miss that part that we always lepaking usually at ur home sweet home..heeeeee..
watching muvies, eating..crying...huhuhuu...
remember during ramadhan we went to mosque nearby to our home to perform terawikh..
it's a great time that we hv did together,

but now..it's not the same..u r mrs. syahir Khairi already,
have a lot responsibility to cope with,
especially to ur husband,
i know from the bottom of ma heart u r the gud Wife for ur husband,
am really glad have a bestie Emy Norlyana,
She's the honest, generous, kindly, patience bestie.

I loVe U so much ma bestie..n Miss U so mUCH!!

L.O.S.T

2009-06-30T22:45:00.004+08:00

ermmm...it's has been too long am not blogging...huhuh..why?ermm..am also dunno..like am lost for a moment in blogging....

L- lazy

O-obviously lazy

S-Sleepy always

T-too bz wit coding...(hahahha)

In fact, am bz wit ma eyes..i mean here i hv an allergic of ma eyes, always itchy and sumtimes ma eyes will swollen n become reddish then ma eyes will look dull n pale,n i felt pain inside..i went to the specialists(eye specialists).the almost answer i got is ALLERGIC..it's has been couple of month i didnt hv an eyes allergic, when am came here to further ma studies..then ma eyes start allergic again n again until now..then ma works is wash n wash n keep wash ma eyes n drop an eyes medicine into ma eyes, but it doesnt works anymore..huuhuh...i want to keep ma eyes healthy..hv to eat carrot like a rabbit huh...aiyak...now i'll be a carrotbian...=D..ngeeeeeee..

to ma sista deena: we hv to go to carrefour later on to buy pack of carrot..so ma eyes will look likes Anne Hathaway..(the bride wars actress).....=D

New mooN Showing Now!!

2009-05-31T23:57:00.002+08:00

yayyyy..it's showing now at cinema as I hv been waiting it so long after the twilight muvie n cant wait to go n watch it as soon as possible..feelin like want to finish all ma exam as soon as possible so I can spend my time with my beluv "Robert Pattinson"...ahaaaaahaaa...in my dreams only,when it
ll come true...??huhuh...just forget abt it, the most important thing people out there just go to cinema n buy the ticket, I'll guarantee that all of u will never regret it if u had watch The twilight..it's also depend on the view of the person..somes not like it, some are yes, like me damn love it!!Neway, I'll be updating my blog abt new moon muvie after I watch it soon..Can't wait for that day...

"ma lil kids"

2009-05-20T00:36:00.007+08:00

salam 'alaik..

listen to this-ma favourite songs n were sang by ma lil kids..hehehehhe

again they are so awesome..

my happy happy best day in ma life!!

2009-05-14T22:20:00.031+08:00

x tau nk stat dr mn ni..adoiii,ni la masalh ak kalo dh suma best mula la ak pon dok dlm dilema.sebenaqnya dr pg td pas bgn tidoq ingat nk grab sat laptop ak nk update blog.tp x sempat la plak sbb nk rush p klas kol 9.heheheh..sebenaqnya tarikh 14 may 1985 ni adalh date di mn ak telah selamat dilahirkan ke dunia yg fana ni oleh mak ak yg tercinta.

Utk BONDAKU YG TERAMAT KU SAYANGI,
Terima kasih mak kerana telah melahirkan kak ke dunia ni dgn penuh kesabaran dan juga ngan kegigihan walopun mak terpaksa mengharungi loya dan muntah2 selama 9 bulan mak mengandungkan ank mak ni termasuk la abg,n adik2.Segala jasa n pergorbanan mak x terbls dek kata-kata hanya dgn iringan doa yg dpt kak pohonkn.I LOVE YOU MAK!!!SO DAMN muCHHHHHHH n U R MA WORLD!!

Selamat mak ak kawen ngan abah ak, kalo x ak xkan jd ank depa n mungkin ak x akn wujud kt dunia nih...

CHAPTER 1

smlm memg ak dikenakn cukop2 oleh kak dina ak(ma lovey dovey sista),nurul(ma best adek rumate) n kak kin(kaklong)...pastu ma best fren was there also(kimpossible)..heheh,kim jgn mare ek..love u all!!!

CHAPTER 2

Especially for kak deena,

Thank you so very much for all the celebration party last 9te.It was so awful.I was just like shockederebel...hahaha.pandai no tipu cek kata nk beli panadol la kt bwh,then dh beli tetiba bwk cek nk p tgk nurul plak.cek pon konpius napa la plak buang tebiat ke hapa kakak ak nih tetiba nk bz body plak sal org nih cuz kakak ak nih dia bkn suka nyibok hal org len.ak pon kata la "biaq p la nurul jmpa membe dia tuh,x yah kaco"..pastu kak deena ak pon jwb nk kaco sat..ak ngan masih dlm keblurrannya pon tanpa segan silu pon ikot la..tetiba ak nmpk kim..aik,x kan rumate ak ad affair ngan kim.ak pon panggei kim.."kim,watpa kt bwh nih?"....kim pon wat dunno je..chet,nk kena kim nih.hehe

CHAPTER 3

dh smpi kt tmpt lepak bwh tu,then kak deena bisik kt tinga ak wishing happy besday to me..then kak kin bwk kuaq ma kek(kak kin kenakn ak rupanye..kata nk p juai kek kt ateh rupanye,dia dok siapkn kek kt bwh) ...memg best la...sbb dulu time blajaq kt diploma x dpt sambut cuz cmna nk smbut asal cuti sem ja jatuh bln may..huhuhuhu..

CHAPTER 4

pastu depa pon nyanyi lagu kebanggaan utk besday la slalunya...happy besday 2 u,happy besday 2 u,happy besday to Diyana, happy besday to u..ak nagn penuh kegirangan n kehappyan pun meniup la lilin2 yg tercucuk kt kek tuh..tgk2 balek arrrrrrr ma favourite kek-cappucino kek- am luvin it!ni kak deena ak nye idea la nih sbb dia sorg ja tau yg ak sk kek tuh..pastu kn ad bihun grg n air orange...sedaaaaaap banget!!tp sbb ak x tau depa nk smbut so ak mam la maggi kt umah sbb lapaq dh, kalo ak x mkn t gastrik tuh mai serang ak lg. patot la ak ajak kak deena mkn dia kata x slera.ak pon x bajet la sbb dia tgh caket peyot time tuh.

CHAPTER 5

masa dok mkn2 then kak dna pon ckp nk kek lg,ak pon ptg bg then ermmmm pipi ak jd bertambah gebu ngan compact powder lemak bercheese dr kek kapucino yg telah kak dna tenyehkn kt muka ak yg dh tomei nih.ahakzzz..

pastu ak pon huh ap lg...sorg2 la menjd mangsa ak.kim asal kena ja dia p bsh, pastu kena lg..then dia p bsh.then kena lg..bsh gak.,haishh,x penat ka kim nih dok keja basuh muka ja..ak pon x puas ati bg trus kt baju dia...yayyyyyyyy!!mission complete.

yg dak nurul nih dok keja lari sana lari cnih takot kena kek n tepung last kali dpt gak kotorkan muka n baju dia yg cantik berseri tuh.kak kin dia keja nk elak smpi lari pusing lari masok kt lobby blok dia.last kali dpt gak kt ak.trus ak tempek tepung kt dia.ngan serta merta kak kin dh bertukaq jg nenek sat mlm tuh..tu la sapa suh lari sgt.

huuhu..ni part ak kena teloq ngan tepung jagung..depa lupa nk lengkapkn ramuan tuh..butter ja xdak.kalo x dh ley wat kek.hahhaha..
memg rambut ak keras n lawa giler..trus ak x yah pki masker sbb teloq yg dipcahkn telah memaskerkn ak.depa ni pon,kalo x mao teloq tu bg la kt ak, ak dh la suka mkn teloq ley gak ak grg mkn ngan nasik.sedap n x membazir...hehehhe...ak kena suma cukop lengkap teloq n tepong jagung.abeh baju suma bau hanyir.ap lg ak pon dh nmk tmpt persemunyian tepung so ak pon amek n bg kt sorg2.

Next, ak ingat kim minum air x pala,sekali dia mai kt ak trus simbah ak ngan air sejuk siap ad ais ketoi lg.adoiiiiiii..memg sejuk ja ak rs.abes basah....huhuhuhu..

part yg plg kelakar time ak nk tempek kek kt nurul,dia punya jerit mcm dlm filem thriller yg ak slalu tgk.huauhauhauaua..cian nurul..

CHAPTER 6

slesai sudaaa suma, ktaorg pon kemas2 suma sbb msg2 sok ad klas pg.
dh jd satu keja nk cuci,yg plg kuat bau teloq ak la.dh mandi suma,okayy time to rest n sleep.

suddenly, kak dna bg kotak agak la besaq gak.kak dna nih suka tol wat surprise la...skali tgk aduhaiiii x smpi ati nk bukak sbb dianye reben punya la lawa,tp nk kena bukak gak nk tgk ap dlm tuh..bukak2 yahoooooo..ak dpt moo moooooo...gmbq dia as shown right side:

to be continue.....(T_T)

"all my life"

2009-05-09T19:41:00.003+08:00

ma most favourite songs...

I will never find another luva sweeta than you,
Sweeta than you
And I will never find anutha luva more precious than you
More precious than you
Girl you are
Close to me you're like my mother
Close to me you're like my father
Close to me you're like my sister
Close to me you're like my brutha
You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

And all my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinkin' of.....baby

Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinkin' of, I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
I really love you

And all my life, baby, baby, I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you, baby
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me

You're all that I ever known
When you smile, on my face, all I see is a glow
You turned my life around
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I ever known
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow
You picked me up when I was down
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes I pray that you do love me too

All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

++FYI++

2009-04-21T11:06:00.005+08:00

Today, when I woke up I grab ma laptop that lay on ma bed stabily..then I browsing as usual as I always do.Switch on the wireless then here I go..check out n update ma blog while ma sis still sleeping tightly..heard that Sir Mus had a flu and sinusitis so without wasting ma time I grab ma lil hp n msgING Sir Mus to noe his condition n ask him abt the class. then Sir Mus reply:

From:Mr.Mus
Receive:Tue 08.49
21st April 2009

I'm on medical leave 2day.Still feelin terrible

well, hope u'll get well soon Sir.Thank you Sir..:)

++dun bother 'em++

2009-04-21T10:01:00.004+08:00

not too much to babbling abt..jst wanna sum up..

1) let 'em be the way they used to be cuz that's the way shows who r they.

2) let 'em say wat they want to say n here i am js observe, predict n not too judge cuz it doesn't worth for me to judge pple cuz it's not our human life part.

3) dun tell someone to change because u tell to change but let sumone changes her/himself cuz the AlMighty.If u change becuz of ppl told u to, then it doesn't longer.

4) dun cares watever they want to talk n spread rumours abt us..(to my sista, we jz stay cool n relax, dun make ourselves being fooled by those "pple". WE ARE ROCKs SIS!!!)

5) if we never noe 'em, then we never learn frm the xperience n we never noe that the existence of those kinda behavior.not too say bad but totally pretty bad behavior.

6) Life is always keep changing n so r the pple, keep changing for gud n brighter perspective n life not keep changing for bad n narrow perspective.

7) Open ur mind n look from the bright sight dun always want to point finger to others cuz it's shows dat the attitude of urself which means dat u dun wanna look n find out ur mistakes first before u point finger to others.

8) The MAIN THINGS-if we treat ourselves nicely, so pple will too.So that same goes for respect..if we respect ourselves first then so for the pple will too.

9) Throws all the bad demon in ourselves then let the gud ones shining up through ur life.not all will accept wat da gud for 'em but some will take it as revenge..Depends on the those pple how they think and how they suppose to think.Just think wisely and twicely before u wanna act or speak up something.

10) the more an obstacle that u will or have faced, the more it teach u abt friendship,relationship n life and take it as one of ur milestones.

++ma first en spanol++

2009-04-17T19:13:00.003+08:00

hoy, I afilado aprender sobre lengua española. Ha sido absolutamente largo que estoy interesado aprender y hablar en español. Ahora, mi deseo viene verdad cuando I pueda hacer mis los propios y quiero al shra con usted. Mi blanco, quiero aprender por lo menos la lengua 7 en mi vida que son japoneses, Urdu, Corea, Rusia, philiphines, chinos y árabe

In english

today, I keen to learn about spanish language.It has been quite long that I am interested to learn and speak in spanish.Now, My wish come true when I be able to make my own and I want to shra with all of you.
My target, I want to learn at least 7 language in my life which are Japanese, Urdu, Korea, Russia, philiphines, Chinese and Arabic.

++attackkkkkkkkkkkk++

2009-04-16T21:35:00.005+08:00

damn it...it attack me again n again...today my stomach twisted uneasily cuz ma gastrointetinal have sumtin prob inside...maybe not enuf foods or watsoever lah..matter of factly, i always eat...eat n eat...no diet2 in ma dictionary life even i've to diet..hehehehe...so fortunately I've ma meds which are histac n the white liquid for gastrointestinal(Zellox II Antacid)..then i jz took it n drink it then swallow the 2 pieces of histac...it's still pain..owh gosh, I really sick abt it..then ma sista hurriedly cook for me even i hv ate already.she cooks the fried sawi with chicks, ginger soup chicks and an egg(which ma sista pour a lil kicap on it)..owh, so delicious..then it doesnt cure yet..am doin my work while ma left arms press ma stomach to avoid from feel the pain..even i cant deny that the pain is difficult to cure when it started attack ma yummy yummy tummy....well,now am wrote this blog at 9.47 p.m with a lil bit feel pain still..blog is blog,pain is pain..i jz ignore abt it..keep wrote ma blog while ma brain keep thinking about ma JSP asmnt that hv to submit tomorrow which I have done already but have to triple check it,check it n check it..for me ma asmnt shows ma attitude, so i hv to ensure that all are answered correctly and accordingly....

++???????++

2009-04-14T10:12:00.013+08:00

stay where u r..Till this video end..then u'll know
the moral of the story..hehehehe

ooopppsss ouchhh.be careful for male gymnastic...

the various types af baby laughter!!!Amazing...

2009-04-14T09:19:00.013+08:00

see this lil baby laughter...so cute...

The baby is not stabil yet to stay on his position when laugh...heheheh

hilariously

errrr...his eyes look like eviiiiilllllllll???

lil boy with his Mean Face...

Trying to FoLLow Wide-Awake

2009-04-14T02:00:00.003+08:00

++Life is Not EaSy++

2009-04-12T22:48:00.006+08:00

Life would be easy if you think it's easy..but for me ma life is not easy cuz everything I have to struggle to get sumting that i want for future which I never know either I am still alive on 5 years more onwards....hope am still breathing until I got what i want...

now,my life is everythings under control as it flows smoothly and accordingly but sumtimes things might turn wrong when I choose the wrong turn...

when ma parents ask me about marriage....

++here is ma life++

2009-04-12T21:26:00.007+08:00

flying around the world if i could...matter of factly,i couldn't cuz am jz a homo sapiens...see ma lil Pingu flying to find it's worms...while his eyes closed...

hahahaha

me..sumtimes cannot get wat am learning..owh gosh...no..am will left behind if am not confidence that i can do watever i want to do..so..

matter of factly, I study again wat I hv learnt in ma class n

do practising of ma coding again n again until....

never hv until in ma life cuz the words make me stop to keep improve maself..(only for certain parts)..

am a type of this character...

nyeinyeinyei.....

hahahahhahaha...hikhikikhik....

huarghhhhhhhhh.....huarghhhhhhh...so sleepyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa...doesnt complete ma assmnt yet...

uh....izzit like that?

uh....how it's look like? uh...now i know already....(actually happen in ma learning class)

arghhhhhh,arghhhhhhhh....i dun want to hear anymore...enough,enough,enough!!!!!(fighting wit ma own demon inside,it always say that i cant do in everything)

when am fallin in loves....

Please.......dont walk away...I need you...

heart broken...

when came late to the class

sorry...i dunno..........

listening to hindi songs n dancing around..hahahaah..not talentad in dancing..could sumone teach me how to dance in properly way???

watching love story muvie...or window shopping of sumting that i couldnt buy..huhuhuh

watching a sad muvie..feeling abes laaa...ap lg...ma tears cant stop..isk,isk,isk...

hanging out with ma sista...lalalalalalla...am survivor,u r surveyor.. heheeh

before ma mock interview

after ma mock interview...

when everything goes wrong...

++L.o.V.e++

2009-04-05T23:53:00.004+08:00

On 4th Apr 09,I got a lil gift that so cute like me...ermmm,but the truth is it's cute than me lorrr...However, the fact is I am really happy because the gift is from my sista.Once again,tenkiuuu soooo muchhh sis..Hope our day pass through could be more brighter than before..

++ma sweetheart++

2009-03-26T12:08:00.009+08:00

uwaaaaaaa!!!am lost ma lil cutie brownie....if those who have seen him,pls give him back to me.I am really mish him so damn much!!I dunno where did he lost after or might be someone has took him because he is a damn cute brownie.please,please....who have seen him,once again i repeat please give back to me..Below is the photo of ma lil brownie-:

ma brownie is not behind ok...hehehe..that guy i dunno(not exist in my diary life).Ma lil brownie is sitting on ma bag.That was him.

He's so cute..where did he gone??ma brownie,u r ma sweetheart...pls come back to me.I need u,i miss to hold u..huhuhuuh..wherever or whenever i'll go,he'll go together..

++at last...++

2009-03-25T22:48:00.003+08:00

yayy2...arini cek dpt laptop.setelah sekian lama blajaq dh nk ampir abes dh pon,laptop br dpt..ap punya turrr daaa..cian kt dak2 len yg x dpt lg tuh..pihak kolej ni bkn men lg kalo nk promote suh masok kt kolej depa kata dpt laptop sejurus daftar la,dpt duit sara dr la..tp ampeh jek suma tu...hanya indah dr rupa..padahal,suma tuh sapu dr wet ptptn ktaorg gak. yg uttoangnye kta gak,yg bayaqnye kta gak...adoiii.sakit kapala plak tetiba memikirkn utang ptptn yg bakal dibyr nnt nih.utang la yg paling cek menci dlm idop nih...bkn ap,t dia akn nyusah kn kta kt akhirat sok2..watnye kta terlupa yg kta utang org tu x byq2 lg,tup2 ajal kta dh smpi x sempat nk byq.pastu,kta tinggai family kta ngan dikelilingi utang yg kta wat sndr.nanya la family kta nk byq.kalo cket2 x pa,tp kalo dh byk nih...pecah peloh gak la...huhuhuhuh...
this friday i think i would like to go to lowyat to format my new laptop.then my toshiba laptop,i'll give to my lil cutie sisto n sista.mlm ni napa ntah asyik nantok jek nih,letih ap pon x tau...

(^ _ ^)

2009-03-24T23:35:00.003+08:00

am sleepy already but stil want to update ma blog...getting tired cuz of the nervousness..too bad,too bad,toooooo baddd.....zzzzzzz...gotta go...wish myself a sweet dream n sleep tight..daaadaaaa...

"mock interview"....

2009-03-24T22:40:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I thought that i can do it well in a formal functions or events,but the facts is it goes wrong when am start shivering causes of the nervousness feeling.It's kinda of bad attitude disorder..huhuhuhu...i keep trying to overcome this particular disorder but it doesnt work yet...
How could I avoid the nervousness inside myself???

Today,I have a trial mock interview in ma class handled by mr.Mus(ma cool lecturer)...I was in ma class at 2.00 p.m..then mr.mus came around 2.30p.m...next,we getting started our mock interview..the 1st candidate is Haziq...followed by the others..too many to be mentioned here..am the last one who will be interviewed by mr.Mus...All my gentleman classmate today were so smart,some of 'em had bought new shirt,new trousers and tie for the interview.wowww....mentang2 la ptptn dh masok...hehehe..sumanye br2 belaka...but neway it's great watch 'em so smart n encem(handsome) la gak dak2 klas cek ni ek...

I had already well prepared for the questions but when it's ma turn am started to cold n shivering...Oh my goshhh...i knew,I knew it..the nervousness feeling was attacking me inside..Oh no,my words all felt like stammered and I try to control myself,it's still doesnt works.I had try to calm down myself and take a deep breathing...It goes da same I am(still nervous) until the interview finish then my sound came to normal as usual.I hate this situation!!!!!!!!Ms.Alyani also was there and the end of the interview,she gave me a comment don't be nervous,overcome it..just relax urself and assume the interviewer is like ur "fren"...but u have to be nicely and polite way to communicate with 'em.Thank u so much Ms.Alyani(the blushy lecturer).She looks like a Japanese gal(so cute like Sailormoon)..hehehe and Mr.Mus,thank u so much for ur encouragement.I do appreciate to have lecturer like u(understanding and tolerant).
Am so sad today cuz am nervous person...
y it does occur to me oftenly when am hv some sort of formal presentation..ow pity on me,myself n I....

++never stop++

2009-03-23T10:05:00.002+08:00

ma sista woke me up early morning at 6.20 a.m to perform Subuh prayer....i luv ma sista!!thank u sis..when i open my lovely eyes my brain never stop thinking even i'm in the sweet dream moment,thinking about ma project which under progress,ma proposal still in writing not finish yet and thinking to make money..as a normal pple,we used to it...thinking,thinking,and thinking...cuz the brain is a gift from The Al-Mighty and we have to appreciate it..but sumtimes we forgot abt that,forgot to Thankful to The Al-Mighty...then after i've took ma shower ,i dressed well to go to the college.then ma sista has prepared for me a "ala-ala western" breakfast..she gud in cooking...that's y am looking too cute rite now..heheheheh..the menu are-telor hancur, coleslaw, and 2 slices of gardenia bread.then i put a lil of chilli sauce in ma white plate with the flowerish decoration at the edge of the plates... before I and ma sista eat,we recite a prayer then starting to eat.It's really delicious with the creamy of the coleslaw and the telor hancur taste with the black pepper.

ok,now time to start my morning story...then..after finish our breakfast,we r prepared to go to the class.I took ma big black bag with the laptop inside..it's too heavy..but doesnt matter,that's not the point of the story.The point is,LEN SENG BUS!!Hate to talk about it,but i've to...we wait for the bus at 8.00 a.m until 9.00 a.m but the bus not came.wat a wasting time.With the patience and the spirit,we still wait with the hope that the bus will come but results NOT TELLING.I think u know wat the results is.We r wasting our one hour only waiting for the bus..am so regret of the college transport services.Am wrote ma blog at home rite now after the disappointment of the bus.

Here,I would like to say that I hope the management of college take some action for the student transport services.y not the college management think about to take an effective iniciatives to provides us with the own college buses besides also could shows our college identity.

FaciNg OneSelF

2009-03-03T22:23:00.003+08:00

Has anyone said to you, "You need to look at yourself?" While this comment may be off-putting or considered rude, it has value. It is of value in that when one can see oneself from the eyes of others, only then is one able to truly see oneself in full dimension.

Sigmund Freud, 1856-1939, Austrian psychiatrist, founder of psychoanalysis identified twelve behavior habits which he posited created varying degrees of emotional distress and dysfunction. One of these twelve coping habits is projecting onto others that which one does not want to know about oneself. In order for anyone to recognize this coping habit, one has to look at oneself-thus the comment is a gift. Albeit at the moment it might be considered a rude or condescending comment.

Self-important feelings might prompt you to be disrespectful or arrogant. Disrespect or arrogance is a mask for underlying feelings of self-doubt. Unfortunately, this behavior drives others away and thus you feel even less sure of yourself-an ironic cycle. When someone says, "You need to look at yourself," you have been given a gift. This gift can only be given by someone who truly knows you and cares about you. Because if the person did not know you or care about you they would simply go away, leaving you wondering why, thus, leaving you feeling less sure of yourself.

When you see the traits you dislike in yourself in others and adopt an attitude of haughtiness you are avoiding facing yourself and you will end up feeling even more uncertain. Facing your shortcomings boldly can give you the opportunity to regain your self-confidence and help you work through your issues and to cleanse the lens of your spirit. When you look at your self-doubt you will discover that you are better able to relate to yourself and others.

Consider taking all feedback as a gift-albeit might come from an unlikely source. Others are merely mirrors for you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects something you love or hate about yourself.

Instead of using your energy to defend yourself, you can use your energy to face the comment and discover your insecurities or areas that need improvement. When you look at yourself you will feel better about yourself, heal old issues and let go of the need to project your feelings onto others.

Looking at your feelings in a constructive way helps you to avoid projecting your feelings onto others. Discovering the root cause of your need to cope by projecting is important. You are the only one you are fooling by masking your true feelings by projecting onto others. You will enhance your relationships by looking at yourself and improving on those issues that are hindering you from being yourself and allowing who you truly are to come through.

aLoNe In tHe daRk....

2009-03-03T22:09:00.006+08:00

Have you sensed you are alone with your feelings, and that seemingly no one can understand how you feel? This is one of life's greatest paradoxes that you are the only one who feels as you do. Your feelings might compel you to want to run away from it all. These seemingly alien feelings are buried treasure full of opportunity and inspiration if you are willing to look, listen and trust that what is buried is what you need to look at in order to know yourself better and to become more of who you truly are.

These feelings come to the surface in several forms; strange or surreal images, snippets of information, recurring dreams and feelings that perk to the conscious mind seemingly without rhyme or reason. Whatever form they come in, and no matter how uncomfortable they are, these messengers bring the information you need in order to become more whole in who, you truly are.

When you have depleted your energy by pushing your feelings down, or have exhausted your creative ideas looking for ways to run away from it, a good first step is to write what you think you are avoiding. This exercise will assist you in bringing the issue to the surface or a symbol of something else. Expressing yourself fully on paper is a safe way to begin exploring the shadowy edges of your unconscious mind.

The dispassionate intellectual side of your brain can give you the distance you need to read what you have written, thus, you can feel less afraid of it. It helps if you remember that no matter how dark or negative your thoughts or feelings are, these thoughts and feelings are shared by all humanity.

You are not alone in the dark

All the gurus and teachers you admire went through their own unprocessed emotional terrain in order to come out the other side wiser and more whole. You had the strength and courage to come this far and to open the treasure chest of what you are avoiding, therefore, you can access the same strength and courage to discover the source of your negative thoughts and painful feelings.

Within the parts of yourself that you do not want to look at, there are emotions that need to be felt and processed. Unfelt and unprocessed emotions are stuck energy, and when you leave emotions unprocessed, you deprive yourself access to the full spectrum of who you truly are. Once you have discovered the source of your negative or painful feelings, you can summon your strength and courage to then process it, on your own or with guidance from a practitioner schooled in emotional and spiritual healing. It is through this work that the buried treasure of energy and inspiration will pour forth from your heart, giving you the courage to look at all the parts of yourself with compassion and love.

I Do by Alain de Courtenay

2009-02-26T20:04:00.000+08:00

I got a letter today
An invitation
And the writing looked like you
Hello how are you and by the way
Please RSVP I do
I thought of writing sad words of how it used to be
But I didn't want to bring you down, no
I guess the bells will ring pretty well there without me
Don't worry 'bout me baby I'll wear the thorny crown
I will play the clown
Chorus:
If you think that I don't love you, you're just wrong
And that don't matter now anyway
I couldn't bear to see you up there with a white dress on
Here's my vow to you
I'll stay away
I remember when in a lover's whisper you said
No other man could ever share your bed
Well we both know that's not been so
And I wish I'd never let you go now
You found a better man instead
I wish you health and wealth and a white house on a hill and I
I hope you raise a family
Little boy and a little girl, a little more joy in this little old world
Well, that'd be enough for me
Chorus
Time rolls on
And dreams they die
And I've thrown out the pictures I had of you and I
And if you're ever wondering if love can be true
Well, think of me and remember darling like I, like I do
Old friendships fade away, love falls apart
And you've not spent a single day outside my heart
But, there's just one more dream that I have left for you
I hope you're smiling when he turns around and says I do. . .
I do
I do
I do
I do