♥ The Truth of Life

Do we have a purpose,
is a question one will often ask
Is there a higher power out there,
some greater task
The truth will hurt many,
not only a few
People have a hard time dealing with
that which is true
There is nothing greater that watches your back
Deal with it, stop crying and build your own stack
You are responsible for the life that you lead

It is not someone else’s fault when you don’t get what you need
If one wants the stars,
they must be grabbed by one’s own hand
Nothing in life is freely given ...
there is no promised land

So the question remains,
why are we here
For those without faith,
the answer is painfully clear
We live only for today and
if we are lucky the morrow
To us there is no afterlife,
but that brings us no sorrow
Self improvement is our main goal
and it starts in the here and now

We refuse to be filled with illusions of grandeur
and get fat off them like a cow
The best of us seek improvement in every area we can
Without the proper balance of self
there can be no complete man

Wisdom is for the wise
and that is one of the things we strive to be
Vision in what was once blind,
reality is what we wish to see
The past can lend us wisdom
if we choose to open our eyes
Sadly for the masses

it is easier to stomach soothing lies
Self-improvement starts with vision
and vision is the key to all
Vision gives us the gift of truth,
but few can handle it and many fall
For us lucky few who can handle truth
the road is bright ahead

We strive for perfection,
but get betterment instead
Strength is another goal that we fight hard to seek
We know that in the end
nothing will be given the weak
To be great in life one must be strong
The meek shall inherit nothing,
their reign never long
Sadly power can taint
and if that happens, destroy
Power is not for the weak of mind,
but it can be a joy
Might may try it’s hardest
but it can never honestly make right
Though it is important to note that
history is written by the victor of a fight
Though it can be bad,
strength is a tremendously important tool

On the path of self-improvement
you will meet many a fool
Too many people cannot handle truth
and they will try and eliminate the source
So if you are strong enough,
they can never make you change course

Self-improvement may be the main but
there is another that is key
Procreation is the natural drive of life,
for you and for me
In truth,
there is only one way after death to live on
And that is through procreation,
the creation of your spawn
Children are your life force

and they make you feel wonderfully alive
They give focus to your chaos
and motivation for your drive
Without children a person is never whole
They lack an essential ingredient,
that one special role
Nothing can fill the void except when a child is put in the space
Their life lends you power,
there is magic in their face

I have answered the question,
though some may not like what I have said
I smile and wave them goodbye,
for I know the truth in their stead
I cannot force vision on the masses,
but I will forever strive to try
My gift of vision is for those who want to see
through life’s lie
I once was blind but now I see

However, it wasn’t god that did this for me
I walked the path of self-improvement
with my own two feet
Due to this fact I can never be beat
I can deal with just about any problem
that can come my way
When times get tough I don’t get on my knees
and pray

I deal with whatever comes
at me while standing proud
I refuse to settle for mediocrity
I will always stand out in a crowd

Life is hard,
that is a fact that people have to understand
And of course there are times
when you need a helping hand
No man is an island, and I totally agree
My problem lies with people who only want to lean on me
When you never hold your self up,
you deny yourself improvement

If you let your muscles atrophy, then you can never have positive movement
A life without a child and with no betterment
is a life wasted
That is a life that was smelt
and looked at but never tasted
I have given you enough wisdom
to ponder for the day
Question everything or forever frozen you’ll stay




Gratisan Musik
Showing posts with label Ma Diary. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ma Diary. Show all posts

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Rahmat Ujian drNYA

Dalam derita ada bahagia
Dalam gembira mungkin terselit duka
Tak siapa tahu
Tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu

Bibir mudah mengucap sabar
Tapi hatilah yang remuk menderita
Insan memandang
Mempunyai berbagai tafsiran

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
Hanya yang terpilih sahaja
Antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi
Segala ujian diberi
Maka bersyukurlah selalu
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Saturday, September 5, 2009

Facebook

Day by day, time goes by, i haven't realize we r almost at the end of the yr.Soon we'll celebrate AidilFitri eve n now through the fasting month we r sitting for our final exam which have just started on 4th Sept 09 until 11th Sept 09. Can't wait to go back for 2 weeks holiday at my hometown.Really miss all of my family!!n one more thing, i hvn't been blogging for a long time cuz am really busy..(*long sighing*).

Busy of...busy of fbING..hehehe..addicted to play the games especially typing maniac, Mafia wars..huh..talking abt M.W(mafia wars),I won the war bro! you're lost..yeah i knew it, even for the snooker..oops kinda of not to remind u but hv to say it here U r lost too..hehh.I was typing this post at 3.49 a.m, 5th Sept 09 in my room.stil awake doing ma professional dev after slept abt ermm how many hours huh??(o.O)..
Two more days left to study 5 tough subject, phewwwww!!Running out of time..there r more n more n stil...
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Monday, July 6, 2009

++Emy NorLyana++a.k.a++Ma Bestie++

to know u is one of ma sweetest memory,
our memory am stil remember until ma last breath,
am so happy cuz we met again through fs,
since too many years ago we haven't meet each other n lost for a long time..

U r ma bestie that i"ve ever met in ma life,
we always did things together,
do u stil remember when we're in primary school,
have a crush on sumone..heeeeeee...

i really miss that part that we always lepaking usually at ur home sweet home..heeeeee..
watching muvies, eating..crying...huhuhuu...
remember during ramadhan we went to mosque nearby to our home to perform terawikh..
it's a great time that we hv did together,

but now..it's not the same..u r mrs. syahir Khairi already,
have a lot responsibility to cope with,
especially to ur husband,
i know from the bottom of ma heart u r the gud Wife for ur husband,
am really glad have a bestie Emy Norlyana,
She's the honest, generous, kindly, patience bestie.

I loVe U so much ma bestie..n Miss U so mUCH!!
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

L.O.S.T

ermmm...it's has been too long am not blogging...huhuh..why?ermm..am also dunno..like am lost for a moment in blogging....

L- lazy

O-obviously lazy

S-Sleepy always

T-too bz wit coding...(hahahha)





In fact, am bz wit ma eyes..i mean here i hv an allergic of ma eyes, always itchy and sumtimes ma eyes will swollen n become reddish then ma eyes will look dull n pale,n i felt pain inside..i went to the specialists(eye specialists).the almost answer i got is ALLERGIC..it's has been couple of month i didnt hv an eyes allergic, when am came here to further ma studies..then ma eyes start allergic again n again until now..then ma works is wash n wash n keep wash ma eyes n drop an eyes medicine into ma eyes, but it doesnt works anymore..huuhuh...i want to keep ma eyes healthy..hv to eat carrot like a rabbit huh...aiyak...now i'll be a carrotbian...=D..ngeeeeeee..


to ma sista deena: we hv to go to carrefour later on to buy pack of carrot..so ma eyes will look likes Anne Hathaway..(the bride wars actress).....=D
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

++FYI++

Today, when I woke up I grab ma laptop that lay on ma bed stabily..then I browsing as usual as I always do.Switch on the wireless then here I go..check out n update ma blog while ma sis still sleeping tightly..heard that Sir Mus had a flu and sinusitis so without wasting ma time I grab ma lil hp n msgING Sir Mus to noe his condition n ask him abt the class. then Sir Mus reply:

From:Mr.Mus
Receive:Tue 08.49
21st April 2009

I'm on medical leave 2day.Still feelin terrible

well, hope u'll get well soon Sir.Thank you Sir..:)
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Thursday, April 16, 2009

++attackkkkkkkkkkkk++

damn it...it attack me again n again...today my stomach twisted uneasily cuz ma gastrointetinal have sumtin prob inside...maybe not enuf foods or watsoever lah..matter of factly, i always eat...eat n eat...no diet2 in ma dictionary life even i've to diet..hehehehe...so fortunately I've ma meds which are histac n the white liquid for gastrointestinal(Zellox II Antacid)..then i jz took it n drink it then swallow the 2 pieces of histac...it's still pain..owh gosh, I really sick abt it..then ma sista hurriedly cook for me even i hv ate already.she cooks the fried sawi with chicks, ginger soup chicks and an egg(which ma sista pour a lil kicap on it)..owh, so delicious..then it doesnt cure yet..am doin my work while ma left arms press ma stomach to avoid from feel the pain..even i cant deny that the pain is difficult to cure when it started attack ma yummy yummy tummy....well,now am wrote this blog at 9.47 p.m with a lil bit feel pain still..blog is blog,pain is pain..i jz ignore abt it..keep wrote ma blog while ma brain keep thinking about ma JSP asmnt that hv to submit tomorrow which I have done already but have to triple check it,check it n check it..for me ma asmnt shows ma attitude, so i hv to ensure that all are answered correctly and accordingly....
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Sunday, April 12, 2009

++Life is Not EaSy++

Life would be easy if you think it's easy..but for me ma life is not easy cuz everything I have to struggle to get sumting that i want for future which I never know either I am still alive on 5 years more onwards....hope am still breathing until I got what i want...


MyEm0.Com


now,my life is everythings under control as it flows smoothly and accordingly but sumtimes things might turn wrong MyEm0.Comwhen I choose the wrong turn...



when ma parents ask me about marriage....MyEm0.Com


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++here is ma life++

flying around the world if i could...matter of factly,i couldn't cuz am jz a homo sapiens...see ma lil Pingu flying to find it's worms...while his eyes closed...

hahahahaMyEm0.com



MyEm0.com


me..sumtimes cannot get wat am learning..owh gosh...no..am will left behind if am not confidence that i can do watever i want to do..so..
MyEm0.com


matter of factly, I study again wat I hv learnt in ma class n
MyEm0.com



do practising of ma coding again n again until....MyEm0.Com

never hv until in ma life cuz the words make me stop to keep improve maself..(only for certain parts)..

am a type of this character...

MyEm0.com nyeinyeinyei.....

MyEm0.Com hahahahhahaha...hikhikikhik....

MyEm0.com huarghhhhhhhhh.....huarghhhhhhh...so sleepyyyyyyyy!!!!!!



MyEm0.Com uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa...doesnt complete ma assmnt yet...


uh....izzit like that?

MyEm0.Com
uh....how it's look like?
uh...now i know already....(actually happen in ma learning class)

MyEm0.Com
arghhhhhh,arghhhhhhhh....i dun want to hear anymore...enough,enough,enough!!!!!
(fighting wit ma own demon inside,it always say that i cant do in everything)


when am fallin in loves....MyEm0.CoM


Please.......dont walk away...I need you...MyEm0.CoM


heart broken...
MyEm0.Com


when came late to the classMyEm0.Com


sorry...i dunno..........MyEm0.Com

MyEm0.CoMlistening to hindi songs n dancing around..hahahaah..not talentad in dancing..could sumone teach me how to dance in properly way???

watching love story muvie...or window shopping of sumting that i couldnt buy..huhuhuhMyEm0.Com


MyEm0.Comwatching a sad muvie..feeling abes laaa...ap lg...ma tears cant stop..isk,isk,isk...


hanging out with ma sista...lalalalalalla...am survivor,u r surveyor.. heheehMyEm0.Com

before ma mock interview


MyEm0.Com


after ma mock interview...MyEm0.Com



when everything goes wrong...MyEm0.Com













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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

++at last...++

yayy2...arini cek dpt laptop.setelah sekian lama blajaq dh nk ampir abes dh pon,laptop br dpt..ap punya turrr daaa..cian kt dak2 len yg x dpt lg tuh..pihak kolej ni bkn men lg kalo nk promote suh masok kt kolej depa kata dpt laptop sejurus daftar la,dpt duit sara dr la..tp ampeh jek suma tu...hanya indah dr rupa..padahal,suma tuh sapu dr wet ptptn ktaorg gak. yg uttoangnye kta gak,yg bayaqnye kta gak...adoiii.sakit kapala plak tetiba memikirkn utang ptptn yg bakal dibyr nnt nih.utang la yg paling cek menci dlm idop nih...bkn ap,t dia akn nyusah kn kta kt akhirat sok2..watnye kta terlupa yg kta utang org tu x byq2 lg,tup2 ajal kta dh smpi x sempat nk byq.pastu,kta tinggai family kta ngan dikelilingi utang yg kta wat sndr.nanya la family kta nk byq.kalo cket2 x pa,tp kalo dh byk nih...pecah peloh gak la...huhuhuhuh...
this friday i think i would like to go to lowyat to format my new laptop.then my toshiba laptop,i'll give to my lil cutie sisto n sista.mlm ni napa ntah asyik nantok jek nih,letih ap pon x tau...
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

(^ _ ^)

am sleepy already but stil want to update ma blog...getting tired cuz of the nervousness..too bad,too bad,toooooo baddd.....zzzzzzz...gotta go...wish myself a sweet dream n sleep tight..daaadaaaa...
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"mock interview"....

Sometimes I thought that i can do it well in a formal functions or events,but the facts is it goes wrong when am start shivering causes of the nervousness feeling.It's kinda of bad attitude disorder..huhuhuhu...i keep trying to overcome this particular disorder but it doesnt work yet...
How could I avoid the nervousness inside myself???

Today,I have a trial mock interview in ma class handled by mr.Mus(ma cool lecturer)...I was in ma class at 2.00 p.m..then mr.mus came around 2.30p.m...next,we getting started our mock interview..the 1st candidate is Haziq...followed by the others..too many to be mentioned here..am the last one who will be interviewed by mr.Mus...All my gentleman classmate today were so smart,some of 'em had bought new shirt,new trousers and tie for the interview.wowww....mentang2 la ptptn dh masok...hehehe..sumanye br2 belaka...but neway it's great watch 'em so smart n encem(handsome) la gak dak2 klas cek ni ek...

I had already well prepared for the questions but when it's ma turn am started to cold n shivering...Oh my goshhh...i knew,I knew it..the nervousness feeling was attacking me inside..Oh no,my words all felt like stammered and I try to control myself,it's still doesnt works.I had try to calm down myself and take a deep breathing...It goes da same I am(still nervous) until the interview finish then my sound came to normal as usual.I hate this situation!!!!!!!!Ms.Alyani also was there and the end of the interview,she gave me a comment don't be nervous,overcome it..just relax urself and assume the interviewer is like ur "fren"...but u have to be nicely and polite way to communicate with 'em.Thank u so much Ms.Alyani(the blushy lecturer).She looks like a Japanese gal(so cute like Sailormoon)..hehehe and Mr.Mus,thank u so much for ur encouragement.I do appreciate to have lecturer like u(understanding and tolerant).
Am so sad today cuz am nervous person...
y it does occur to me oftenly when am hv some sort of formal presentation..ow pity on me,myself n I....


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Monday, March 23, 2009

++never stop++

ma sista woke me up early morning at 6.20 a.m to perform Subuh prayer....i luv ma sista!!thank u sis..when i open my lovely eyes my brain never stop thinking even i'm in the sweet dream moment,thinking about ma project which under progress,ma proposal still in writing not finish yet and thinking to make money..as a normal pple,we used to it...thinking,thinking,and thinking...cuz the brain is a gift from The Al-Mighty and we have to appreciate it..but sumtimes we forgot abt that,forgot to Thankful to The Al-Mighty...then after i've took ma shower ,i dressed well to go to the college.then ma sista has prepared for me a "ala-ala western" breakfast..she gud in cooking...that's y am looking too cute rite now..heheheheh..the menu are-telor hancur, coleslaw, and 2 slices of gardenia bread.then i put a lil of chilli sauce in ma white plate with the flowerish decoration at the edge of the plates... before I and ma sista eat,we recite a prayer then starting to eat.It's really delicious with the creamy of the coleslaw and the telor hancur taste with the black pepper.

ok,now time to start my morning story...then..after finish our breakfast,we r prepared to go to the class.I took ma big black bag with the laptop inside..it's too heavy..but doesnt matter,that's not the point of the story.The point is,LEN SENG BUS!!Hate to talk about it,but i've to...we wait for the bus at 8.00 a.m until 9.00 a.m but the bus not came.wat a wasting time.With the patience and the spirit,we still wait with the hope that the bus will come but results NOT TELLING.I think u know wat the results is.We r wasting our one hour only waiting for the bus..am so regret of the college transport services.Am wrote ma blog at home rite now after the disappointment of the bus.

Here,I would like to say that I hope the management of college take some action for the student transport services.y not the college management think about to take an effective iniciatives to provides us with the own college buses besides also could shows our college identity.
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